"The Other Me"

“The Other Me”
I do care about you very much
But the other me is longing for someone else’s’ touch

You’re very sweet and I do adore you in every way
But the more I wait for you the more my love flies away,

I long to have you in my heart
But the other me wants to grow apart,

I turned everyone down just for you
But the other me wonders, is it worth for me to do,

I’ve given you my heart,
but the other me wants to hold it back

I want to hold you so
But the other me just wants to grow

You’ve given me everything… love, happiness, and joy
But why is the other me trying to destroy the happiness, love and joy

~search~

Search
I am searching for a reason and an answer for the pain,
Sometimes I feel like am going insane,

Sometimes I wonder will the heart ever mend,
Is there something better waiting? and that this is not the end,

I want someone who could feel the emptiness and make me smile in the midst of a storm,
And to not be afraid to love me and offer not his coat but his arms to keep me warm

And be the only one that I want to kiss
I know I am not the only one who desires this,

To be the only one I see every morning and be the one I spend eternity with
Maybe, my desire to find the perfect guy could some what be considered as a myth

There are still many lost in the dark…
I guess that’s what we spend doing our whole lives searching the other piece of our hearts,

"can't say i do"

Can’t say I do”

I’ve told you so many times I can’t be your life,

I can’t say I do,

For every sec that I speak with you, I sense as if my heart is being stabbed with a knife,

I can’t say I do,

I’ve tried to pour my true feelings for you,

I can’t say I do,

For every sec that I spend with you, my life is full of desolation,

I can’t say I do,

Relationships are full of ups and downs is true, but being with you is breaking my heart in two,

I can’t say I do,

I can’t feel love for you, not even an infatuation,

I can’t say I do,

I can’t image spending a life time with you,

I can’t say I do,

I’m drained of sacrificing my happiness for someone else’s; I can no longer Subdue,

I can’t say I do,

I’ve tired to love you as much as I could,

I can’t say I do,

But no one understood,

I can’t say I do,

I’ve endured enough, is time to take a stand,

I can’t say I do love you, please try to understand!.

Only you

Only you have taught me what life is
Only you

You’ve given me hope
You’ve taught me how to love

You’ve taught me to never fear
You’ve shown me the right path

You’ve shown me with out God we’re nothing
You’ve shown me how nothing could be something if we take the time

You’re a true man at heart
And only you are worth of my love and heart
And I can’t imagine my life without you

"the Light"

“The light”
You really were my heart
I never wanted us to part

You were an angel send from above
You truly became like one of my beloved,

You’ve always been there for me; even when I did you wrong,
No, matter how wrong I did you; you’ve always stood strong

You’ve showed me the good things in life
You’ve showed me that in life, there are no grieves

You’ve always lifted me up,
You’ve shown me, that there is no other place but up,

I was so blind it by you innocent heart
That I let you into my heart,

Sometimes in the middle of the night I could swear I felt your touch
I used to miss you so much

I used to think that you would be there for me till the end
It was to late when I discovered it was all pretend

I’ve let you into my heart so deep
That the only thing I was left to do was weep

The thing is I am too strong, to sit here and cry over someone like you,
Someone who is completely untrue,

I regret the day that I thought you were Mr. right.
Thank God I saw the light,

Thank God I saw the light in time to close my heart

~"Confused Heart"~

“Confused heart”
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Why do I feel as if though I was blind?
Why do I feel as if though I’ve lost my mind?

Why can’t I think right?
Why couldn’t everything be bright?

Why did I fall for you?
Why is my heart still with you?

Why have you lied about your feelings for me?
Why did you look me in the eyes and deceive me?
Why couldn’t I see?

Everything that I thought was true became in illation
I wish I wish that I could find a solution

I wish I had a button where I could put everything in motion,
I wish I could Creat a potion so that my heart could be free of all your commotion,

I wish I didn’t have the time to think of you,
Nor the time to miss you,

You’ve lied to me and cheated my heart,
I’ve loved you so much, now all that I am left with is a broken heart,

Even if it takes 4ever
All that I know is my days of crying are over,

You’ve confused my heart
With unfaithful words

Now I thank the all mighty for freeing me from you’re your unfaithful heart
~~And your disloyal words ~~