"If i had a Choice"

I cry myself to sleep…
Because I know you’re not the right guy for me

I need to stop crying while I sleep…
But the thought of being with you is making me feel debris

If I had the choice you wouldn’t be the one
If I had the choice I would undo what I’ve done

I am fighting the pain you’re causing me with a fake smile
While deep down inside I’m tearing apart

Somehow it seems like my life is putting me through I trail
A trail that I can’t depart from…

I’ve always thought I would end up with the one my heart aces for
But here I am facing the war!

The war of love…all alone

with someone who i truly don't care for!